April Showers bring May flowers...right??

This past month (mind you the month I am born in) has been so dark and depressing here. I can't even count the numerous days we had that were spent inside because of the downpouring outside. My poor kids... cooped up in the house for days at a time. I have come to realize that the weather plays a huge part in my moods. If it is nice outside, then I usually feel energized and ready to get things done and run all over the place. If it is dark and dreary... I want to hybernate in my house and draw the shades closed. Maybe most of this is stemming from my recent birthday. I turned 30! What a milestone in my life. I am trying to look on the bright side. I have 3 beautiful children (all before I turned 30). I started going back to school around 4 years ago, and while I am nowhere near graduation with my degree... I can at least say I am a student and know what my goal is. I have learned that a 7 year marriage can loose its luster and then shine again. Even when you think that there is no way possible for it to get better, it somehow does. Marriage is work. See, they don't tell you this when you are all goo-goo eyed and head over heals for your soul mate! It comes years after that you figure it out. I am so grateful that we did figure most of it out and continue to learn ways to become better with each other. It is a new journey!

Ok... Ambien is starting to kick in... so I better stop this post here... You never know what I might say! LOL...
See you next time!